sayings

i've been giving my mights,
and still,
i failed to convince myself.

i've been offering my will,
and still,
i failed my might.

something is amiss,
an essential mixture of feelings,
and i wonder
"where are u".

desperately,
i failed more,
infact, more than what i can recall.

we all had our fair share.
and we always hang on to things,
we know its never there.

exhausted.
much like hanging on,
to a thin line slicing through me.

ignorant.
to ease myself,
from all the tortures.

no, ed and i are fine.
not us.

just some sayings,
which i cant perform.

my friend,
so long for now.

{ 02 January 2007{00:49}