dumb

i've been thinking much
about how much i spend on shopping
if i missed some bags

i couldve brought mom on a short trip
i couldve dine at les amis with ed
i couldve flew over and surprise dad
i coudlve more cash left overs
i coudlve bought bigger cages for bunnies

now that ive finally regain concious
heres a list
yes a shopping list
those needs
not wants

i need these 5 for attachment
makeups will be on my face for 6days
and i wont surrender to gravity

see
if i had done this earlier
there would be 3 more k in my acc
dumbass u

bee, u will have alot of time then
no, silly u
why no? i'll be working so often
and i'll wait for u at home
u will get use to it right
of cos. besides u'll be flying soon.

and if i really have bad thoughts, it wouldve happen ages ago.

thanks sweetlove.

{ 17 May 2007{00:13}