freedom
just 8 months ago, i never saw 17th feb arriving. before i know it, i was spending the last few days with theodora. and off she went into the boarding gate towards mel. we cried together in each others' arm. its gonna be her time in australia, cos we are all in our prime.besides packing her stuffs for her, we just laze around the house for 2 nights only to realise how fast time flies. youyi picked me up from marriott and rushed me to the airport. spent the last 30mins with my babe, and off she went.
i suddenly woke up at 250am, within minutes, theo texted saying she's arrived and is crying.
this morning i woke up feeling unwell emotionally. though she's only gonna be away for a year, i cant wait for july to arrive and i'll be there with her. crashing in her studio apartment with her. some things just cant wait.
i was so determined to get my bachelor degree, it was beyond any dscription. after getting my final transcript stating my GPA at 2.71 after 0.3 deduction from my conduct and discipline, i was still going to enroll myself into SIM. 6months in singapore, and another 6 in swizterland.
as i looked deeper into what my heart wants, it was moving towards SIA. i cant figure out to follow my mind or my heart. mom gave me a tab on my shoulder and says "follow ur heart my girl, nothing is deeper than what ur heart really wants."
i've always wanted my own degree, indicating my love for life. my life is still at a crossroads, unsure of what i want dearly. and mom has always wanted her child to wear that square hat whatever it is named. some say i'm still young and i should study while my age permits me to. some says i should work, gain some experience then forward to study which will bring me further.
shopping with anthea and eddy at vivo. spurlge on mango, esprit and qooush. total damage of 150, but it was all fun and joy. thai accent for dinner and i'm still as lazy as before to post photos up. a day out with anthea is never boring. whoever joined us that outing will get bugged like there no tomorrow, and would talk about the nonsense we did.
been riding at 120km/hr on az's, thrill is amazing and i've already gotten use to it. there was this night morning on our way back, i slept. yes, its super dangerous that he decreased his speed to below 90. when the chilly nights get chiller with no other vehicles sharing the road with us, i hid behind him and sleep. but most of the time, i'm being a very bad passenger by knocking his helmet and adjusting my ass.
scheduled on straight shift later in the day, and i'm definitely bringing my mp3 with me. i've been re-located with other 4 trainees to wanhao restaurant during this peak period. split shifts suck, but i'm happy that i get to meet zh, where we'll curse split shifts inventor. at times sj would join and we'll all bitch about gr*ce. once herman join, and gr*ce AS USUAL took him off. get a life and stop sucking my bro's blood u leech.
one lesson learnt, be friends with ur boyfriend's female friends; esp those close ones, or u'll live a life like gr*ce's.
{ 19 February 2008{01:55}
narcissism.
jenn 10dec87 hardheaded
expressive chatterbox glutton
nonsense.
dland
travis
huibin
theo
derek
memories.
blah - 06 July 2008
back - 23 June 2008
rush - 01 April 2008
update - 30 March 2008
lobby - 10 March 2008
all the others
thanks.
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