laidback

last night's steamboat gathering at eddy's place, cabbed down with anthea, ate alittle and gambled more. a handful of marriott's staffs were there. i helped eddy with his 21 while he cleans up.

when the game started, he had only $10 left, and $5 on the table. within 20mins, i blackjack thrice and 21 four times. in total, i won $70 for him. anthea and i left at 3am.

its nice having the time to bum around not think about work the next day. i think about those days where there werent so much burden on my shoulders, that everything was black and white with no grey shades.

mom's getting worried that i'm out too often till wee hours. i can only catch up with my friends after work which usually ends at 11pm, while my precious off day is always for her. why can she ever think like my dad? that we should all have alot of friends, like every minute was the lsat to mingle with and live life to the fullest.

i totally understand her worries that me being a girl, and blah blah blah. if only she understands me like my dad.

mom: no cannot, u're a girl!
dad: why not? u are mature enough, so have some fun.

mom: why have u been staying out late with a guy, its not a nice image
dad: make sure that guy sees u back home safe, or he can never date u out again.

mom: oh, u have no programmes with ur friends today? its unbelieveable
dad: come girl, lets go shopping together since u're so free. and we'll shop without mummy.

see what i mean? i've tried explaining to mummy that if i was out with some guys doing unlawful things, it does not have to be in the night. and whats the difference between going out in the day and evening? and i'm not dumb. i know who i'm mixing with and i stay true to what i know.

enough crap, my bloggng nerve just got turned odd, and ciao. movie later with a.

{ 22 February 2008{15:29}